2003-04-22 11:47 p.m.
purpose down

hi.

i do believe i'm back in business. i have taken the barricade down. I have returned to diaryland. Why? Because while LiveJournal is is a definite ego stroke and all around fun place for exhibitionism, it is too addicting and i find myself writing more for an audience.

I'm not saying i dislike an audience. I'm an "actor", i love being watched. But i like it better on my own terms. And though i enjoyed the many comments and IM's people sent me to tell me how entertaining i am, it got old....fast.

Amy say i'm not funny anymore. I'm still funny...i just can't force t.

hey! I just managed to write a coherent entry without insulting anyone or bitching about anything. It may be the start of a new era!

god, i hope not.

-Mark

whore's hustle / hustler's whore